this is weird. life's weird. everything's weird.
today, it has finally sunken into the deep recesses of my soul that my sister is really not here anymore. (not that she's dead. she's just halfway around the world from me.) i'm not used to this. i miss having her around me all the time. *heavy sigh* sometimes the pain is way too unbearable and it chokes me up leaving me breathless for a few seconds. and i can't even function properly. i feel like i've lost one of my limbs since everything seems to tedious, even the simplest of things like eating. this is what i've been reduced to now.
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dar? really? your sister is in the US? :o can't believe it... why??? :o
i know how it feels.. when yam and i recently fought, i missed her so much even when she was near... coz we weren't talking.. :(